Thursday, February 26, 2009

parents and music

there are lots of bands. but when ur really sick of the sameold-sameold, just go to lyrster.com and type in a couple words you feel.
it finds songs with these words int eh lyrics... thats how i found:
Please by Ludo
Closer by Nine Inch Nails
All i want is You by Planetshakers
and many more....
so yeah.

dont give up on singing just cuz other people think u suck.
that doesnt matter. singing is fun. and it releases stress. and it is also fun.
did i mention that singing is fun??
btw.. what is up with parents these days??? my mom freaked out cuz i have a B+ in science and i'm all like"yeah, its okay.. not the END OF THE WORLD" and she's all liek "did you study?? u can do WAYYYYY better than this!"

it's very frustrating. sometimes, i forget who's the adult and who's the child.

Wednesday, February 25, 2009

if this is real

if im not mistaken, i have a bad history when it comes to liking guys.
i get really die-hard really fast and i usually end up making a fool out of myself.
which is why, this time, i will not say anything about this to him for at least a month.
my hands are tied behind mmy own back and i've swallowed the key. if this is the one that could actually go somewhere, i dont want to screw it up by acting like myself.

he is really a nice guy. but i dont think he could like someone like me. he goes for those ultra-indie girls who have this effortless grace to everything they do. they always look perfect even though u know they dont give a crap about how they look.
that is the opposite of me (for the most part)
i am awkward. and clumsy. i hope i'll grow out of it, but i know deep inside, i wont.
i dont care about how i look but i'm also no where close to looking perfect. which i can deal with.
most of the time.
wow. i sound so cliche.
good or bad??

bored-dumb

i am not the world's smartest person, but even i can tell that giving kids a day off in the middle of the week is stupid. who goes out and parties on tuesday night for christs sake??
what movies come out for a wednesday crowd?
none.
school boards are supposed to make learning functional but this is a load of bull. i am stuck at home forgetting how to do algebra and preparing to fail my american sudies test make-up.
it's not goin good.

but hey!!

at least i got to eat french toast stick for breakfast.