knowing

where do i end and where do you begin,
here in the moment, forever unbroken?
is this just a dream or a moment in time?
are we still sitting here, lonely?
are you now mine?

im an artist, a crafter,
a painter, but wait...
you know this.
they all know this.

what don't you know?

you don't know that:
i watch crime dramas as often as i watch cartoons
i love philosophy, in all its forms.
i know i'll end up living alone, and it doesn't scare me. that much.
i cant get you out of my head. and i've realized, i dont want to.
you make me believe in magic.
i honestly don't believe that we'll all die someday.
there is no tunnel. only the light.
laughing only hurts when you're trying too hard
whenever i dream about being someone else,
i realizes they wish they were someone else too.
i dont get brain freezes.
i know what a 'fatty-fatty-boombalatty' is.
i am not one.
socks are for pansies.
so are non-chucks.

i miss you.
but you know that. because i tell you all the time.